On the day of this pic, I remember being extremely annoyed that I had left the Michael Jackson button on. My brother found my zeal for pop stars and dancing 'really girly.' He warned me before I left the house not to 'leave that faggy looking button on' for my school photo. 'Like I would forget to take it off!' is probably what I fired back at him. Of course I left it on, and now my childhood love of MJ is forever immortalized in my 4th-grade class photo.
I always felt different as a child, but I didn't have a name for it. Everyone else sure did, though!
Starting in 4th grade, all the kids had many names for my difference: fag, gay, homo, and any other pejorative term they came up with.
It was until I graduated high school that I allowed myself to explore my sexuality for myself, and then eureka! - those kids were correct all along!
Looking back, I wish I had been more aware of my sexuality sooner, so that I could have taken the teasing in stride, or felt I could have fought back. As it was, I found the teasing and bullying unfair and spent years trying to act more masculine.
Naturally, it didn't work and I'm just as much a limp-wristed, fashion-loving homo as ever! See the proof here!