If I felt any pain, it was because none of those men were into boys as young as me! That might sound crazy, but it's true. It is a shame because I had enjoyed watching them so much.
After seeing these men, I would go to my bungalow or start dancing on the road.
I would play with my Walkman and loved listening to "True Blue" by Madonna. This made me so happy!
Now I find it very amusing to see this picture and remember the will and the desires I felt. Fortunately the years passed, I grew up, and I was with many men of all classes, races, and nationalities. Luckily for me, I've done it!
Javier's first, famous-person same sex crush:
I always liked the real men of the street that I saw around me, such as teachers, bread vendors, or any guys over 40 with chest hair